I am going to MCC. I didn't want to but here I am...scheduling classes and figuring out how I'll pay for my classes since my FAFSA didn't come in on time. I like to think back to all the things that I wanted to be...the career that would essentially define who I was as a person. My first career that I wanted to pursue in the fourth grade was a teacher. I went from that to things like a fashion designer...a entrepenuer...interior designer...art teacher...chef and now I'm coming to a great conclusion. I have my career mapped out for me. I will be studying to get a bachelors in Social Work and a minor in Spanish. I want to do something that is going to help change the world. I've always wanted to do something that will change the world and I feel this career that I'm going into will become my life and it will not only make others feel better about their situation in life, but I feel like my heart will be changed as well. I need a job that will serve people and help them and encourage them to do what they love and get the help and love they need. I want to impact people's lives and do something worth my time and devote to others. I feel like the journey ahead of me will be worth it. I want to be a stronger and more noble person after college. As of right now...I'm timid and shy, easily intimidated, and insecure about a lot of things. I need this adventure because I need to grow so that I step out of that box that I have been so comfortable in. I need to feel independent. I want others to reach out to me instead of me always wanting to reach out to everyone else. I hate the way I feel because of what my parents might say to me...or my sister...or even my boyfriend. It's not always that they criticize me and point the finger at me and shove my mistakes in my face, because sometimes they do...but I'm tired of that. I don't like being that Charity who has a fear of everything...and who never wants to grow up...but that isn't the real me. I want to be outgoing and exciting. I don't want to be afraid of every little thing. I am ready for the real NEW & IMPROVED CHARITY...
