Sunday, May 17, 2009

It's eleven o one and homework isn't done...

I have been freaking out because I need to have a really huge project done for tomorrow and it isn't half way done and my grade depends on it. I don't know what to do because its late and I don't have much time tomorrow to finish and I feel physically sick. I have four other assignments that need to be done, one needed to be done on Friday. This is my last week of school and I am totally screwing it up. I feel so overwhelmed but I can't just relax because I probably wouldn't graduate. It's been a while since I posted a blog. I felt this would help. And I have so much college crap to deal with. I am going to go to MCC instead of Aquinas for so many reasons. I need my license and my mom won't get off my back about it even though it hurts my feelings....and all this makes me crazy and no one can really rely on me for stuff.....like church.....I never go anymore because I am sooooooo busy. I hate it. I just hope I can get through these next two weeks with grace, peace, and favor. I hope my exams go good and I get college stuff figured out so I have a stress free summer. I need to drive more but right now that is not what I'm concerned about.....now I have no energy to do anything else tonight. I am drained. God, please let me have a peaceful and smooth day tomorrow. Amen.....

1 comment:

Kimburley Sue said...

hey charity - don't stress too much about your last semester of school.
my senior year i had senioritis SO bad that the entire last semester i called myself in, skipped class, only turned in the important projects, and studied for tests right before class.... not saying you should do that or anything, i'm just saying... these grades won't matter as much as they feel like they do now in about a year.
MCC is a smart move. I ended up there unintentionally and i did not want to be and it ended up being the best decision ever.
so, just get through this week and i'll be praying for you and soon you can just be happy that you're done with high school FOREVER! :)